Good Gods, has it really been so long since my last post? Life has a way of getting away from me anymore, especially since I’ve been back at work at the Big Bad Bank. Worse yet, I’m stuck working the 9 – 6 shift which I absolutely HATE, but everyone else on the team beat me to the 7 – 4 shift. I don’t suppose it matters anyway, they own my soul 5 days a week no matter what hours I work.
At last I have a quiet moment at the end of my work day to sort out my thoughts…so much has passed, so much is going on, I feel completely overwhelmed most of the time these days. My main project for the moment is redesigning my display table for upcoming shows. I’ve gone with kind of a “Victorian Boudoir” kind of theme, with my favorite red and black. Ever since Mom made me that western horse show outfit so many years ago, red and black has been kind of a thing with me. It was a red shirt with black fringe, black pants, and it all matched my fuzzy black and red checked saddle pad. I never won anything at those shows, but Me and Dude (my horse) strutted around like we were something special back then. I don’t know what became of that horseshow outfit. Probably found it’s way into the Goodwill bag at some point in time. I don’t think I even have any pictures of myself in it. But I’ll never forget how I felt in it.
I guess in some ways I’m always trying to find a feeling I lost somewhere long ago.
